The following story will make you cry, laugh and scream (at least that's how I lived it out).
The plan was to drive down to my parents yesterday, just me and the girls. We were looking forward to spending some time with them and cousins, always a joy. An hour into our drive the car quit, just stopped. I had an electrical warning flash on my dashboard. This new vehicle is a hybrid so I was totally clueless as to what this could mean. I looked it up in the owners manual and then called Art. It said to try and start it up, I did, it worked. After trouble shooting and googling the warning, we decided it was possibly a fluke and decided to drive on.
Long story short, we ended up in Sullivan at the Ford dealership. What is it with me and Sullivan/our cars? If you remember, this is where I totaled the Pathfinder when I hit a patch of ice on my way to my Aunt's memorial.
We spent three hours at the dealership, totally bored. As you can see the girls tried their best to keep busy.
The technicians let the car sit for two hours before looking at it. So when they went to test drive it, NOTHING happened. All tests came back normal and functional. I was told there was nothing they could do. I called Art yet again asking his opinion. He said if it were him he would proceed to my parents. So off we went, three miles later it quit. At this point, I had had enough. I sat there hot under the collar, frustrated knowing I was going to get many tears with my announcement we were turning around and going home. We became the car of tears, all of us balling. We were hot, frustrated, tired of sitting and just wanted to go to Kapaw's!
With each quiting moment pointed towards home I prayed. I prayed for safety. I prayed for peace. I prayed to find joy in the moment. The only thing I could come up with was that God was helping us get home by the car starting again after every stop. We were inching our way home.
As we got closer to home, my prayers turned to the roads ahead. We had to cross the old bridge in Washington to get there. Ugghhh. I hate that bridge on normal days but now it was a BIG symbol of frustration. Would I stall out on the bridge? Luckily, I stalled before. We pulled over, turned the car off and sat for awhile hoping to give the car some time to rest. We made it over the bridge, the next frustration were the hills and curvy roads that laid ahead with NO where to pull off, just deep ditches. At this point the car wasn't even going 5 miles before quiting. After almost causing two accidents where big quarry trucks were involved my nerves had had it. Did I mention it was rush hour of the day for these country roads? People were headed home. I pulled over onto an old farm road and parked. I called Art crying saying I was done! The car was done too. He knew at that point I wasn't moving. I was 8 miles from home. We sat in the scorching heat, waiting for over an hour for him.
Grace had to pee. Of course! She could not hold it. I told her the only alternative was the bushes. She accepted and off we went. Needless to say we both were laughing by the time she did her business. When we got back to the car and Grace announced it was hard to squat and pee, Sarah had to go but after hearing her sisters story she decided to wait it out.
Art arrived and we, the sweaty hogs jumped for joy into his air conditioned vehicle. The car started up for him and off we went, me following closely. We got home! Praise God! We dropped our things off, used the facilities and headed back out for the dealership in Chesterfield. I followed Art again. The car hadn't done it's thing for Art yet and in my head I was really hoping it would just so he could see it in action or non-action in this case. It quit right before the bridge (thank goodness). It started back up and we made it to our destination.
Dinner was Chick-fil-a and welcomed by all. We were hot, tired, hungry, sweaty - looked horrible but fed. It was family night and there was a man there making balloon animals, he helped to brighten our spirits.
We got home to stay. The girls were thrown into the bathtub and I jumped in the shower. The frustration of the day hit me and I sobbed in the shower. While dealing with the car was frustrating, the part that really hurt was that I wasn't able to get to my parents. I really felt the need to be there, to see my parents, to help. I got out of the shower, got dressed, got the girls to bed and sat down to call my Dad.
Talking to him or Mom always makes me feel better and he did just that. He said "it is what it is." He was glad we were home and that God had taken such good care of us. He had protected us, I needed to be reminded of it.
The day is behind me. The car is in the shop, we're waiting and praying for answers and a fix. I am choosing to be happy today. I am not going to do much other than eat, play with the girls, catch up on project life - basically do things that only bring me joy. After yesterday I, we need it.